angel4hope Posted June 23, 2004 Report Share Posted June 23, 2004 this is the weirdest thing that has ever happened to me, - i just wanted to know if it's just me or does this happen to everyone... lately due to a few bad things that happened-- just daily misfortunes- i feel like i have no control over life, over anything- just feel powerless and i cant even smile anymore, i's just so atypical of me- im usually the happy go lucky type who is always optemistic and doesnt let anything get in her way, but sometimes things happen in life one after another that makes you feel like you're just a vulnerable germ on the face of the earth-- is there seriosuly something wrong with me or do you guys feel like this sometimes? ... i just feel like every second of the past few weeks has been a nightmare and i just want to wake up.... i know it's not depression- i hope not- butjusta werid feeling- maybe the awkward weather? and some bad luck perhaps... i dont know... just feels like everything in life is going the opposite direction lol-- is this how it's like to "grow up" in other words realize the seriousness of life and how things are like? or is this just some stupid phase people go through? i think i just need to go run for a while and raise the level of noerepinepherine in my body.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
THOTH Posted June 23, 2004 Report Share Posted June 23, 2004 aww it will be Ok - don't worry so much...everyone gets a speeding ticket sometime in their lives... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
angel4hope Posted June 23, 2004 Author Report Share Posted June 23, 2004 well thats not the thing thats getting me down-- and btw... how'd u know? did i write it somewhere? lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
THOTH Posted June 23, 2004 Report Share Posted June 23, 2004 Well yes I supose you did mention it...believe me I have better things to do then to bug your phone...lol But seriously - very sorry to hear that you are so down...and its probably just a phase - from a cumulation of stresses. You should go out and do something really fun - with someone you really like/get along with - and rediscover joy in your life. But yes - as we get older and become more responsible many/most folks develop this adult attitude of not having/being fun anymore...and it is such a shame - makes out world a colder place. Even with added responsibilities and all that goes with such - burdens on ones time, worries, crisises etc etc - one must always find the time (and never give up the perspective) that life is a great joy and that there is so much beauty and so much of true interest and wonder...and you know - as many things as you have to get you down you really must be thankful for all that you have - a great many people are much much worse off in the world and truly have little hope of improving their lot..and most don't even have access to a finely made and enjoyable (but certainly overpriced) latte... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bellthecat Posted June 24, 2004 Report Share Posted June 24, 2004 this is the weirdest thing that has ever happened to me, - i just wanted to know if it's just me or does this happen to everyone... lately due to a few bad things that happened-- just daily misfortunes- i feel like i have no control over life, over anything- just feel powerless and i cant even smile anymore, i's just so atypical of me- im usually the happy go lucky type who is always optemistic and doesnt let anything get in her way, but sometimes things happen in life one after another that makes you feel like you're just a vulnerable germ on the face of the earth-- is there seriosuly something wrong with me or do you guys feel like this sometimes? ... i just feel like every second of the past few weeks has been a nightmare and i just want to wake up.... i know it's not depression- i hope not- butjusta werid feeling- maybe the awkward weather? and some bad luck perhaps... i dont know... just feels like everything in life is going the opposite direction lol-- is this how it's like to "grow up" in other words realize the seriousness of life and how things are like? or is this just some stupid phase people go through? i think i just need to go run for a while and raise the level of noerepinepherine in my body.... Almost everyone feels like that on the 22nd June. Day after the longest day. We are nearer now to the year's death than to its birth. (I'm sure "Fred" would have had something wise to say about it - but it's been like 10 years since I've seen that film and, anyway, I was more interested in scrumptuous Phoebe Cates ). Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
angel4hope Posted June 24, 2004 Author Report Share Posted June 24, 2004 haha ure cute!! thanx i guess that was just some little phase i went through- i guess all is well and dandy now on this side of the fence... reminds me of the song-- "under the sea" from little mermaid for some reason-- lol i gotta sing it now!! "the seaweed is always greener on someody elses lake, if you think about going ut there, youre making a big mistake.. under the sea-- down where its better.. la la l lalaalal" sorry guys thats what happens when youre stuck babysitting 4 year olds all day long!! eheh Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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