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The following song is from the soundrack of my life going back to fall of 2000, headed down PCH toward Malibu in a T-top Camaro..... back then, at that moment in time, I thought I could fly, I believed my stae of euphoria would enable me to take flight.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XXmlJQN5Pm8...feature=related

Konfetka jan, espes chen sirum. Es astijani sirelu vej@ antaneli e.... Da inqnaspanutyan arrain qaylerna...bayc cavoq srrti der aprumez..yev ameninch zgumes, bayts voch sirel@t a sirel vochel atel@t....dazan visht e. Et cavot verq@t chi "heal" anum.... voch zamanak, voch urish andz... hin u xor verker@t buzzel chen karogh. Etpes mi siri... shaternen et siro zoher darcel.... I only want to reclaim the pieces of myself--my soul given away to one person... I feel as if I am walking around half a person..with vital parts of me missing... people in my life tell me I don't feel, i am incapable of returning affection, that I have to allow myself to trust another... how can I do these things when i am void of those feelings... xo zorrov chi...chka..prtsela... vochinch chi mnacel ..... Love in moderation, love for the sake of loving, but don't love to live... because that love dies but the living part doesn't end... (I will probably erase this when this mood of mine wears off.... it's too pathetic to take up space.... )

God is not very relevant to this story. THe ending happened becuase it happened. It is about actions and consequences. It’s about personal demons and being able to live in your own skin for certain choices that you make. All things come to an end. She made the choice to give herself to her feelings, to live and indulge in the novelty of the relationship. She was suffocating in her marriage, she chose to give up everything she had for the man she loved, but he rebuffed her. So she chose to end her life. His “betrayal”of her -in choosing to follow the rules of society and his mother drove her to the edge. Mind you, her decision was not about her God (and failing him), nor the loss of her son or what society thought of her. The only sad aspect of the story is that she did not see what was coming. The passionate beginnings of such couplings dies down. The magic fades. And reality rears it’s ugly head. So it ended, as all great love stories end...not in “happily ever after”... but that’s okay. The happily ever after would have been boring, and tedious and very “suffocating”. If you had a choice to experience the extraordinary brilliance of the light even for a short fleeting period of time, would you go for it? Of would you opt to live in the safety of the routine, the right way of living? I just have to reiterate that, for me, God does not have to be the reason to do or not to do something. Sometimes, it just comes down to whether you can live and carry on in your own skin... Never mind... I cannot ramble on any longer.. I hope you get what I was trying to say.

Papa - kam el - yerku hat aptak ........... el tunits durs chgas.... mi 2 hat el aptak axchka mor@.. I actually knew a family whose grown SONS stood by and watched while their father hit and shoved their mother around after they found out their 15 year-old sister had a boyfirend and they were about to come and ask for her hand in marriage. The mom really had no idea what her daughter was up to but it was not a good enough excuse. He said it was her "job to know".

I would think first and foremost, it'd get you into trouble with your spouse... I know what the Bible says about infidelity, yet regardless of what I believe, I do not judge. Each person walks his/her own path and answers for his/her actions and choices. If you are not familiar with the novel, one of it's central themes is one woman's choice to "obey her heart' and go with her lover and subsequently lose her son, her marriage and status in society... You should definelty read it. I highly recommend it. I am sure you will find that it reaffirms your belief that cheating is wrong.

Lol. My infatuation with that novel began in early high school years. And the recent popularity of the book has to do with the fact that Oprah made it one of her book club picks last year. So housewives across America started debating amongst themselves... to cheat or not to cheat....

Happy B-Day Armat!

Unfortunately, did not find much worth posting here. You can check youtube... let me know if you find anything.

Mek mek, MosJan, mek mek kareli e...... And I stopped posting at the right time... patkeracru vor muys poster@s piti liner Anna Karenina yev Jane Eyre-ic kadrer...

Les Parapluies de Cherbourg (The Umbrellas of Cherbourg) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Up7DgD0cgPg...feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNwkjyDwzTE...feature=related

Bona Sera http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f1aOL_FXH9M (Original) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BoK2u-hz_c8...feature=related (Arm. version)

Che Error jan, hastat duq yerkust irar het es temayov yerkar cheq kara hangis xosaq...so erkusitel porcenq herru pahenq iraric yev infaktneric!

I agree Anoushik jan. But he has the freedom to voice his (uninformed yet passionate) opinion ... so when he is drunk, we just indulge him...and when he is sober, my Grandma reminds him that he is free to move back to Yerevan and help "Levon's cause"... he has opted to stay here thus far! Little off topic, Anoushik. Are you voting for the (U.S.) primary elections next year? Do you favor any candidate for President yet? I would be very interested in your opinion.

Lol. Ha, shata sirum... asumem ... the poster was so big and placed in such a central location in the middle of the apartment, that is was impossible to take a picture and not have Levon's face (from poster) come out in it too...

Hatuk Movsesi hamar... Patron Dash (please go to 3:30 ) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ff1Ji6zuhKQ...feature=related Mer Sirushon lavna che???

Nor Tari done the right way.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zngSizNLTWg 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xAjLVP1kAk...feature=related 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxOW5qRSHqM...feature=related 3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=glht4JNT4l0...feature=related 4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OjjOXLAC4Ik...feature=related 5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSXl3XLCKWE...feature=related 6

Ani, Johnny Depp ruined it for me! Lol.

Erexeq, te Papikis xmats gtneq u lineq en anbaxt andznavorutyunn@ umi akanjin nsti, @nenc mi bari dzevov k@ngaragri Levonin vor duqel iren koxmnakic kdarrnaq .. iharke inq@ taq teghic e xosum...arden hamarya 20 tari Los~uma aprum Papik@s Hamel nshem vor arraji qani tarinner@ yerb nor er ekel, mi mets Levon dzyadzyai nkarov poster er kaxel living room~i main pati vra... minjev hima nkarner unenq irents tan mej nkarvats vori mej Levonii demq@ anpakasa....lol.

Chem hamematum im vijak@ qonini het...yev gites vor @ndanur arrmamp boghoqelu pajarr chunem....bayts vontsvor es grac@t im mtqerits qaghats lines aysor.... Isk inch vor mek@ ( ) grela te du (menq) EMO es (enq) ..... yes kasey vor EMOner@ pajarr en gtnum txur u tanjvats vijakum irents pahen...isk vomanq iskakanits lurj problemmner unen... yev hajuyq chen gtnum irenc vijakic... bayc yerevi lurj zgacmunqner@ bolori hamar chen... Mi hoqi kar im kyanqum, yerb lurj paherin, lurj reaqtsya (reaction) er pahanjvum iranits, kaser.. "ekeq txur bannerits ch@xosenq"... te laceliq chliner ir motecum@ ...shat xndaliq kliner.... .. bayts mardiq kan vor ameninj nayumen matneri aranqic...yerevi da e jisht?????

Thanks! My daughter may be musically inclined...(shat s@luxova) she has a natural sense for rhythm and tries to "harmonize" ??? Lol. Some kids memorize lyrics and sing them...my daughter tries to imitate the melody and raises and lowers her voice accordingly, As she gets older and if she shows interest I may pursue it further.

Thanks much, Vava. I am fairly certain that I am somewhat familiar with the first two mnutes of this piece... most likely from all the ice skating I watch. And it is a perfect example of what I mentioned... it almost captures the forming of morning due and takes us on a journey pf the different forms and roles water plays... im karciqov..iharke.

^^^^^^^^^ lol ^^^^^^^^

Wow.... he worked on so many of my faves..... Little Children (amazing) Fight Club Home for the Holidays Pushing Tin (Cusack rules!) Con Air (due to my fascination with Nicholas Cage)

Yes, you are correct. It's GRegorian... my mistake. I don't know why Arpa, but the cahnting touched soemthing within me ... it is very spiritual in nature...took me to a place of higher being... can't explain it. And I did not associate it with Cristianity...just spirituality in general...