allarmeniangirl

u just reminded me of another poem(sonnet) Batter my heart, three-personed God, for you As yet but knock, breathe, shine, and seek to mend; That I may rise, and stand, o'erthrow me, and bend Your force to break, blow, burn, and make me new. I, like an usurped town, to another due, Labour to admit you, but Oh, to no end. Reason, your viceroy in me, me should defend, But is captived, and proves weak or untrue. Yet dearly I love you, and would be loved fain, But am betrothed unto your enemy: Divorce me, untie or break that knot again, Take me to you, imprison me, for I, Except you enthrall me, never shall be free, Nor ever chaste, except you ravish me. - John Donne..........again

lately i've been reading som old poetry and i am so into it Death, be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so; For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow, Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me. From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be, Much pleasure; then from thee much more must flow, And soonest our best men with thee do go, Rest of their bones, and soul's delivery. Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell; And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then? One short sleep past, we wake eternally, And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die. - John Donne This poem is quite ironic.....don't u think?

this is my first post in this thread.....wow more than 60 pgs. hmmm well, i am very frustrated because i had a huge test 2day for History and i have a quiz 4 every class 2morrow. so, i will let these smiley show u my expression 4 2day/2night

they made a game with Jesus??? i really don't like that idea. btw, did u guys know that one man found a way to prove that God exits? I 4got his name, but i'll try 2 find out. I saw it on the Russian news last year in November( I think). It's kind of hard 2 believe that there is proof but it doesn't matter to me much because I already believe in God.

i personally can't stand the smell of cigarettes. I really can't..it's gross. if i'm around someone who smokes, I have to move. I jsut can't breat.it's gross gevo, r u saying that u were mean to her because she did not dress appropriate to her weight.... or.....u were mean to her just becasue she was fat? If it is becasue she was fat then that is very rude and shallow. <_< Maybe she doesn't like her weight and has tried to lose weight but isn't able to......still, u r making things even worse 4 her. It is very rude and some ppl r just obese. Just to make some stuff clear: Personality is not determined according to weight. There are b***** overweight girls and same goes for skinny girls. jees

oooh angel....i like u...ur kewl. hehe. RIGHT ON gurl. just to make some stuff clear though, my friends r kewl and all.......i am MYSELF(all of me) with most of my friends cuz they know how i am and they do respect me and all. I am definitely serious most of the time but i am also kind of sarcastic/goodfy. i have these very very serious friends who i definitely love to keep contact with and hang out. I can talk with them about a LOT of stuff but sometimes i just wanna break out with a joke but they will probably not get it. I am sarcastic with one group of friends and unsarcastic with other, but all of us hang out like everyday. It's weird how that works. lol. Ugh......i'm confusing myself now. lol. thanx 4 ur input every1 P.S. bell, i completely agree with u

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i think its silly to interpret a personality based on weight. there r stuck up skinny girls, but there is bad and good in all shapes and sizes.

nah, in front of my family i'm my goofy self(sometimes cuz i am serious also. lol.). I don't want u guys to think that my friends are bad or anything like that, they (all of them) are really kewl. i was just using myself as an example and I just realized that I do this, u know, act differently with different people. So, basically, just makes me think about that whole thing about being urself. Are we really just always ourselves? I don't think so. I mean, u might be the kind of person who is very funny and loves to joke a lot but if ur boss does not like jokes and is always very serious, u will not joke with him and at work u will be different, as in ur different self. Hmmm, i think i'm questioning that whole idea of just being urself.....hear it everytime whether it's at school or even on TV, "Always be yourself" and "People should respect u 4 the way u r" I just think this doesn't happen....not really anyways. Armine, yes, I know exactly what u mean and i know why:) Sasun.... 1) Be yourself 2) Improve yourself? why should we improve ourselves if we're happy with the way we are? Improve ourselves? that would be improving/changing ourselves for other people.

here's another love poem. i like it very much The Broken Heart by John Donne He is stark mad, whoever says, That he hath been in love an hour, Yet not that love so soon decays, But that it can ten in less space devour ; Who will believe me, if I swear That I have had the plague a year? Who would not laugh at me, if I should say I saw a flash of powder burn a day? Ah, what a trifle is a heart, If once into love's hands it come ! All other griefs allow a part To other griefs, and ask themselves but some ; They come to us, but us love draws ; He swallows us and never chaws ; By him, as by chain'd shot, whole ranks do die ; He is the tyrant pike, our hearts the fry. If 'twere not so, what did become Of my heart when I first saw thee? I brought a heart into the room, But from the room I carried none with me. If it had gone to thee, I know Mine would have taught thine heart to show More pity unto me ; but Love, alas ! At one first blow did shiver it as glass. Yet nothing can to nothing fall, Nor any place be empty quite ; Therefore I think my breast hath all Those pieces still, though they be not unite ; And now, as broken glasses show A hundred lesser faces, so My rags of heart can like, wish, and adore, But after one such love, can love no more.

lmao. u guys r sick lol

Have u ever felt as though u were not urself with different people? For example, you act a certain way with different people. I have caught myself doing this. Like, I am a certain way with some of my friends and a completely different me with other friends. Why do I do this? Seems to me, that everyone does this. We heard the saying, "Just be yourself" so many times but do we actually follow it? If we shoiuldn't care what others think and just be ourselves........well, this just doesn't happen. This sounds so cheesy but it's true. I am very sarcastic with some of my freinds, but that just it, with some of my friends, not all of my friends. They are cool and all but I feel like if I throw my sarcasm at them, they will be mad or w/e, but shouldn't they know the real me and I'd probably feel better too or I might end up hurting them(there's the dilema) So i have to hide the real me to some of them to escape the possibility of hurting them? It must have been a million times that I've heard these lines, "Just be yourself" and "They should accept u for who you are." but does anyone even follow these lines? Like it or not, we are never our true selves.(that's what i think)and it doesn't always have to be with friends, co-workers also. what do u guys thik about it? r u that way too or is it just me?

that would be me i guess i just like clean shave guys sorry

why do u have to make having a baby such a bad thing? when a baby is born, it is such a great occasion and it does bring couples together because they both look at the baby and see what they created from their love. perhaps ur talking about single parents dating, because that does bring up problems in relationships sometimes.

ooooh, i'm sorry. here, i'll take that sad walk with u

Turn OFFS: guys who cry(those who are as emotional as girls) jelousy facial hair(sorry guys) pushy selfishness possessive i think that's it.............4 now anyways <_<

i definitley don't consider myself a very supersticious person although i am somewhat supersticious. the only thing i'm supersticious about is probably the whole black cat walking in front of u thing. other than that.....nope, none 4 me. oh and if believing in God is a superstition, then i am gulty as charged 4 that 1. P.S. Happy Friday The 13th Everyone

well, u weren't kidding about the fake spiders being more creepy than the actual ones. lol. so, i thought u were serious. haha. but ok. thanks.

one word......... EEEEEEEEWWWWW ok, back to serious. gevo, that is just sick. having a dead spider as a bracelet. egh, gross gross gross. actually, psychologists say that for this particular fear, getting one of those fake spiders(toys) that feel like real spiders is a great way of getting rid of this phobia, because the person knows that it is not real, but sees it real. Then, later getting a real spider and holding it in their hands.

i know where ur going with this and i see ur point. hmm, snakes, now i think snakes r kool. lol. i'd sure like to hold one, as long as it doesn't bite me. never held one......so idk. and the real ones r NOT creepy????? lol. u ksut kidding with me right. lol *shivers* agh, i'll deal with it.........somehow.

i developed this fear by seeing other ppl being afraid of it. i 4got how that's called. Starts with an "O"..i think. but anyways, i can't even stand looking at spiders. A few weeks ago or so i was watching the Discovery channel and they were showing spiders and i couldn't even look at it. That is the reason why i didn't go see Eight Legged Freaks(that movie). LOL. I think i need to start out with a toy spider that feels like a real spider. lol. egh, gross even talking about it. sev-mard!!! u're afraid of fat people??? aaww, jan. don't worry. they won't eat u.

hold on.....i always thought that the way sagging pants became popular was when people were sent to jail, the jail didn't have their pants size or gave them old pants so the pants would always be too big. When they got out of jail, the pants were obviously still too big so the pants were sagging and the youth saw it and thought it was COOL. yes, following the style of criminals is sooooo coooool. but yea, that is how the whole idea of sagging pants began, which is why i am surprised at some guys who do sag their pants, actually follow that. Also the reason why those who sag their pants r being judged. <_< yup, dat was me. glad ya agree with me.

since we mentioned our fears......any ideas of how to get rid of 'em? oh....and that whole thing about confronting ur fears......DOES NOT WORK

i do and i completely understand them, but i am just being realistic. seems to me u r very confident in ur style of clothing, which is GREAT. I completely agree with u but it's like we have two choices. Fight it(somehow) or accept it. Btw, do u all know how that whole trend(sagging pants) started right? that's one of the reasons i don't like it when guys sag thier pants. i am not judging, just if u know how it started then u know what i'm talking about......hopefully Gevo, of course....one idiot starts to do that, others will follow. Same thing with inventing those slang words, such as "hella" lol. Follow the leader Oh and yes....tight pants on guys is just, oh how u said, "...just not right..." totally agree with u on that.

lol angel. what a turn OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! hu. hehe. I get blinded by the boxers too. lol. the pants r just too low. thankfully my school is kind of strict on that stuff, but yea. ATTENTION GUYS! Sagging pants is out!!!!!(i hope )