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INVESTIGATIVE JOURNALISTS OF ARMENIA / HETQ ONLINE

 

24 November 2004

 

Monte Melkonian in his own words

 

I think participating on the front line of the struggle is the best way

for anyone (�). The best way to participate is by going right there, to

the front line of the struggle and participating there. (�). If people

stick to their principles and decide that they are first and foremost an

Armenian, and as an Armenian they've got to participate in the solution

to make self-determination for our people a concrete reality, then I

think any honest person would end up doing what I'm doing. (�). I

consider my work to be first and foremost that of bringing a solution to

the Armenian question, the question of self-determination for the

Armenian people throughout their historic homeland.

 

August 1991, from a private video interview

 

 

The Azerbaijan government has clearly decided to empty the Armenians

out, and therefore there is no choice but to resist. (�). So we don't

have the right to lose in this case. We must win this time. We must win.

(�). A lot of Armenians don't understand that we can win. [but we can].

 

January 25, 1992, from a videotaped address to Diasporan friends

 

 

If politics was run on a logical and honest basis, there would never be

the need for war; not only here, but everywhere in the world.

Unfortunately this logic and honesty are not there. We should fight, we

should lead this war to its end, because unfortunately that's the only

way to solve the problem.

 

from a 1992 interview to a French TV station

 

 

The loss of Artsakh would be an enormous loss for the Armenian people,

which can lead a few decades later to the total disappearance of the

Armenian people. If the Azeris manage to occupy Artsakh, their next

target will be Zangezour. (�). It is obvious for all of us what the

consequences would be for our homeland if they took Zangezour. Everyone

should feel how important this is and everyone should do everything so

that we can end this war quickly.

 

October 3, 1992, from an interview to the Stepanakert (Artsax) TV

 

 

The first reason [of the Artsax struggle] is a reason of principle.

Nagorno Karabagh is an integral part of the Armenian homeland. It's as

much a part of Armenia as any other part, as Yerevan , Dilidjan or

Sevan. And so, we've got to reunite it with our homeland. It was

arbitrarily included in Azerbaijan in 1921 by a very opportunistically

motivated reason on the part of Stalin, and so we are trying to correct

that error. Second of all, the people there are fighting to protect

their homes and families. They know very well that if they don't fight

the Azeris will come and split their throats, burn their villages and

kick them out of here. And thirdly, we know very well that Azerbaijan

has expansionist designs which go way beyond Artsakh and include the

take over of Zangezour, the southern part of present day Armenia . So we

know very well that if we don't resist here, the war will continue into

what is known as Armenia right now. So we got our backs up against the

wall, to put it short; we've got to do this.

 

April 1993, from an interview to a British TV journalist

 

 

I'm an Armenian from the United States , and I'm fighting here for the

same reason as anyone else. I'm an Armenian. This homeland belongs as

much to me as to any other Armenian. And I'll say I think I have just as

much responsibility to defend this piece of my homeland as any other

Armenian. So it's totally natural to be here and to fight alongside all

the other inhabitants of this region.

 

April 1993, from an interview to a British TV journalist

 

 

I would have liked that people respect me not in words, but with their

deeds; that they work, they do normal work in this struggle, instead of

swearing in my name or in the name of others. (�). It's not important

that people applaud. What is important is that they become conscious,

that they bare responsibility.

 

March 1993, from an interview to the Stepanakert (Artsax) TV

 

 

Believe me, I couldn't care less if people respect me or not. What is

crucial for me is that I respect myself. Without self-respect I would

become a wretched wreck. It is for self-respect that I work and live.

Personally, I don't believe in competition with others, be it physical,

mental, or any other form of competition. What I believe in is

competition with myself. This is the hardest, most frustrating kind of

competition, because it's impossible to outdo yourself. You always feel

you could - and must - do better. I wouldn't say this is an entirely healthy

approach to life, but it's the way I am now. This is also what has given

me the ability to face the tons of incredible hardships I've gone

through. However, this does not mean that I fully respect myself. No,

no, I've made too many mistakes, and left too many problems unsolved to

really respect myself.

October 12, 1986; from a letter to a friend, written from his prison

cell, in France

 

Artsakh has not been my first struggle, and I'm sure that it won't be my

last...

 

from a 1992 interview to a French TV station

 

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INVESTIGATIVE JOURNALISTS OF ARMENIA / HETQ ONLINE

 

24 November 2004

 

Monte Melkonian: hero, intellectual, leader, friend

 

November 25 marks the day that we remember Monte Melkonian. For

Armenians, Monte Melkonian is remembered as Commander Avo, the national

war hero, who dedicated his life fighting for the rights of Armenians:

the right to live with dignity and equality: the right to grow and

thrive as active members of a community: the right to live without fear

of indiscriminate persecution. Armenian's, because of their homeland's

location, at a strategic crossroads of commerce and empire, have had to

struggle exceptionally hard to defend their rights. With courage and

selfless determination, Monte gave his life to this struggle.

 

But the rights that Monte Melkonian fought to protect are not just the

rights of the Armenian people; they are basic human rights. Monte

recognized the universal scope of his work. By the age of twenty-two, he

had traveled throughout North America, Europe, Asia Minor, the Orient,

and South America. By the time he made the decision to take up arms, he

had witnessed the human condition throughout the world. On this day,

when Armenians claim Monte Melkonian as their national hero, it should

be remembered that his actions were taken with an understanding of

people around the world. To Armenians, Monte Melkonian is a national

hero, but to all who believe in the sanctity of human rights, he is an

international hero as well.

 

Had circumstances been different, Monte could have engaged as a diplomat

or statesman. He was exceptionally articulate and was fluent in several

languages. At the University of California Berkeley he was a top ranking

scholar and was offered a graduate fellowship to Oxford University in

England . His intellectual prowess, communication skills, and tireless

determination would have propelled him into a leadership position

whether in government, industry, or academia. But he chose to focus his

energy on regions that required immediate military action: first in

Lebanon in defense of the Armenian community during the civil war and

then in Nagorno Karaback following the pogroms in Sumgait and Baku.

Monte Melkonian was destined to be a leader, not because he desired

power, but because he possessed the qualities needed to be a leader.

 

I first met Monte at the age of five, on the first day of our first year

of school in the small town of Visalia, California . Visalia is near

Sequoia National Park where the biggest trees on earth grow. It is at

the base of the Sierra Nevada mountains, near Mt. Whitney, the highest

mountain on the continental United States. I will always remember Monte

as a reflection of the highest and the greatest. We were best friends;

we attended Berkeley together. Of course all who knew Monte will

probably remember him as their best friend. It was another one of his

extraordinary qualities. He befriended people wherever he went. His

energy was infectious and he drew out the best and strongest in others.

I remember Monte as the fearless kid, swimming across the strongest

current in the Kaweah River and diving from the highest cliff. His

fearless spirit of investigation took us far beyond the limits of our

home town. As kids, we rode our bicycles for hours into the countryside,

anxious to make new discoveries about the world around us.

 

Today Monte Melkonian is remembered as a symbol of national pride for

Armenians. For me, I will always remember him as a paragon of how best

to live life: to face challenges with steadfast determination: to

confront hardships without fear: to be a dedicated friend throughout

time: to search for an understanding of the world: to look beyond

oneself for a place where one's efforts are bound together in the common

goal of creating a better world.

 

Joel Condon

 

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INVESTIGATIVE JOURNALISTS OF ARMENIA / HETQ ONLINE

 

24 November 2004

 

November 25 th is Monte Melkonian's birthday. Artsakh war hero Monte

Melkonian (Avo) was born on November 25, 1957 in Visalia , California.

In 1978 he graduated from UC Berkeley and left the United States . From

1980 he participated in the liberation movement in the Diaspora, joining

the Armenian Secret Army for the Liberation of Armenia (ASALA). Later on

he left ASALA because of disagreements over policies and modus operandi

and with a group of friends founded the ASALA- Revolutionary Movement.

For years he worked underground and was imprisoned. From 1991 to the end

of his life he fought for the liberation of Artsakh. (See also: Ten

years ago, Monte Melkonian was killed).

 

His brother, Markar Melkonian has written a book dedicated to Monte's

life. Next December it will be available to readers. Below is an excerpt

from the book.

 

Small Town Kid

 

From My Brother's Road: An American's Fateful Journey to Armenia , I.B.

Tauris, London , 2005. Copyright 2003 by Markar Melkonian

 

 

Crouching behind sandbags in the rocket-scorched lobby of an apartment

building, my brother Monte gave me a quick lesson in street fighting: At

the first sound of gunshots, he advised, dash for cover: These are the

seconds when most of the people who are going to get shot will get shot.

Then "pep yourself up fast" he said, bouncing slightly on bent knees and

fanning his fingers in front of his chest to emphasize the point. "You

need to summon all your energy, and you need to do it fast."

 

It was East Beirut, Spring 1979, and Monte and I were young and strong

and scraping for the good fight. An inner voice had called us to help

defend our fellow Armenians in their beleaguered neighborhoods in

civil-war Lebanon. On the other side of the Sinn el-Fil Highway, snipers

who belonged to a rightwing Lebanese party called the Phalange took up

positions around pickup-mounted machine gunners. Rifles crackled back

and forth across the post-apocalyptic cityscape. For the next two days,

from May 9 to 11, our militia position saw the heaviest fighting in

Lebanon that week, as both sides sewed the rubble with thousands of

cartridges. Phalangist gunners wheeled in recoilless rifles and rocket

propelled grenades, while our comrades taped dynamite to the inside of

tires, lit long fuses, rolled the tires across the street, and watched

the enemy scatter like chickens. Once, as Monte pulled his kalashnikov

out of a hole in the rampart to reload, a sniper's bullet whizzed

through the hole. During another spate of fighting, he ducked into an

abandoned building and sprinted down a hallway, one step ahead of a long

burst from a heavy machine gun, which punched through the cinderblock

wall like a sewing machine needle through flannel.

 

Ten years later, Monte wrote of his years in Beirut that "It is perhaps

strange that I stayed alive." Looking back, it strikes me as a miracle

that my little brother ever reached the age of thirty-five.

We were born a year and a half apart in Visalia, California, the Walnut

Capital of the World. Twenty-two miles north lay Kingsburg, the

Watermelon Capital; and five miles beyond that lay Selma, the Raisin

Capital. The town ended at our driveway. To the east, beyond our fence

and the alfalfa field, lay peach and walnut orchards, and then the

orange groves that banked against the foothills of the Sierra Nevada

Mountains. There were other Armenian families in Visalia, mostly

spillover from the old "Armenian colony" in nearby Fresno. But they were

scattered around town and the surrounding farmland, and it never

occurred to us that they made up anything like an "ethnic community."

 

Visalia might have laid claim to some measure of charm in the late

fifties, when its population was less than 20,000 and a toddler could

assume that the solar system orbited the one water tower he had ever

seen. The movies just opening at the Sequoia motor theater had closed

months earlier in San Francisco and Los Angeles, and Mearle's Drive-In,

with its pink exterior and its giant neon soda, was the perfect emblem

of small town California.

 

Zabelle Melkonian gave birth to her third child and second son at

Visalia Municipal Hospital at 4:50 a.m. on November 25, 1957. Her

husband, our father Charlie, considered naming the seven-pound

fifteen-ounce boy Marvin, but opted instead for Monte. He wanted a short

name, he said, one that would "sound good over loud

speakers"--preferably loudspeakers in a baseball stadium or a sports

coliseum. In keeping with family custom, Monte received no middle name.

Mom described the new arrival in the baby book: "Very affectionate and

loving. Happy but can be very fearless and aggressive when reproached."

Although she registered his complexion as "fair," he darkened to a shade

of cocoa that once prompted an apartment manager who took him for a

"colored boy" to evict him from an unofficially segregated swimming pool.

 

Dad had risen from farm worker to self-employed cabinetmaker before

becoming a father. Mom, formerly an elementary school teacher, turned to

full-time mothering. They were older than most of our playmates'

parents, and they also seemed to have more rules, which they enforced

more strictly. We abided by rules for playtime, mealtime, and bedtime,

and our parents denied us ponies, three-speed bicycles, go-carts, and

the other expensive items for which we lobbied. The ice cream truck had

no luck at the Melkonian house, either. At the time, we put it all down

to puritanism rather than modest means. Still, it was not so bad

settling for ships, airplanes, and rubber-band guns fashioned from

scraps of wood we found under Dad's jigsaw.

 

For years, Dad handed Mom twenty-five dollars a week for food and

clothes. Yet somehow they managed to insulate us from the financial

insecurity of those years. On special summer evenings they would take

us - Monte, our sisters Maile and Marcia, and I--to a farm equipment lot

after hours. There, beneath fluttering plastic pennants, we scaled

bulldozer treads and bounced on the high seats of backhoes and cotton

harvesters, pounding on steering wheels and rattling gear levers. If

lucky, we ended up at a drive-in burger joint, where a waitress in a

pleated skirt clipped a tray laden with frosty rootbeer floats to the

window of the Chevy.

 

Mom reminded us time and again how fortunate we were to have been born

in the United States. She set aside our grandmother's heavy blankets

from the Old Country, in favor of light American-style bedding, and she

taught us to pull the sheets taut, like the skin of a drum, across the

mattress Monte and I shared, and to secure it with crisp hospital

corners. In this way we distinguished ourselves from our

second-generation Okie playmates, whose beds even at high noon resembled

nests of matted linen.

 

Despite her primness, our mother did not fuss over us. With her there

was no pressing of second portions, no protracted, tearful good-byes, no

public patting down of hair, no hysterical reactions to stray dogs. She

wasn't one of those Old Country mothers who spent their days doting over

their sons. We learned early to fry our own potatoes and eggs. And after

warning us about the undertow at Cayucos Beach, Mom left us pretty much

on our own, to gaze at the empty horizon in the surging waves.

 

On Sundays, our protestations notwithstanding, Mom dressed us like

pint-sized busboys, in button-down shirts, double-knee pants, wing-tip

oxfords, and clip-on bow ties, and marched us to Sunday school at the

nearby "American" Presbyterian Church. We were two kids with butch

haircuts clutching blue tithing envelopes, each containing a dime. At

Sunday school, we heard stories that bolstered our conviction that the

first shall be last, and the last shall be first. At the end of the

morning, we left with indelible pictures of Christ's temptation in the

desert, of John and James leaving their nets to become fishers of men,

and of Jesus driving the moneychangers from the temple with a whip. We

had the usual doubts, of course--questions about angels, calamitous

floods, heaven and hell. But more disquieting was our observation that

the Sunday school teachers seemed themselves to be lukewarm to the Good

News. They would read us the gospel stories the way the storytime ladies

at the library read fairy tales. They seemed almost embarrassed about

the Crucified One, as if His sacrifice was somehow un-American. One

Sunday morning, Monte and I hid in the boys' restroom until the starting

bell rang, then we stole away to a liquor store and spent our tithing

dimes on candy, which we devoured with guilty relish.

For a boy growing up in the Walnut Capital of the World, it was

consoling to learn that the nearby Sierra foothills had once served as a

place of refuge for train robbers, cattle rustlers, and latter-day Robin

Hoods. We had seen faded photographs of the baby-faced outlaws clutching

holster buckles and Winchesters, and we had heard some of their names,

too: Black Bart, Jesse James, the Dalton boys, and others. We had heard

that once, long ago, a posse had returned to Fresno with the head of the

greatest desperado of them all--Joaquin Murieta. But we had hoped that

the report was just so much bluster, or a lie concocted for reward

money, and that Murieta and his gang had escaped safely to Mexico.

 

Looking back, what I recall were the cartwheels, leapfrog,

hide-and-seek, dichondra-flower necklaces, impetigo, stilt walking,

stubbed toes, and games of chase lit by the summer sun. Digging holes

for hideouts was a process imbued with infinite significance, though our

work collapsed with the first heavy rain. Straddling boughs, we gnawed

nectarines amid luminescent leaves and dancing shadows. We slid down

grassy slopes on flattened cardboard boxes, wrestled in flooded

orchards, and chased quail, jackrabbits, and bluebelly lizards through

trellises. On summer evenings, we would stretch on warm asphalt, stare

at the stars, breathe the fragrance of orange blossoms and weed oil, and

listen to the whistle of distant trains.

 

Monte was a curious kid, always ready to learn something new. In fourth

grade, he and his buddy Joel underwent a day of testing and emerged

"Mentally Gifted Minors." As "MGMs," they were entitled to cigar-box

butterfly collections, evenings of star gazing, and weekend fossil hunts

with their favorite teacher, Mr. Clifford. Monte enjoyed reciting

amazing facts: Monarch butterflies flit across the Pacific Ocean; the

Earth orbits the sun at an average speed of 68,310 miles per hour; they

eat monkey brains in China, and so on. Many years later, he would write

to his fiancee from prison: "One must constantly learn. It is probably

the most exciting and satisfying thing in life - other than loving each

other, of course."

 

Somewhere along the line, my brother came to the conclusion that if

humans have souls, then so must the rabbits, turtles, gophers, and

pigeons that foraged and fluttered around the backyard. And the same

must be true of the crawdads, snakes, and tadpoles we kept in buckets

and old enamel roasting pots. Thus it was only fitting that wooden

crosses should sprout under the orange tree where we wrapped our dead

pets in rags and buried them. Later, Monte claimed that as a boy he had

believed not that he would one day swim like a frog and fly like a hawk,

but that he actually could grow up to be a frog or a hawk. Throughout

his life, he retained this belief in the radical reinvention of the self.

 

And change he did, from an early age. One morning, despite Dad's

aversion to guns, he gave us each a clutch of coins, to spend a penny a

bullet at the rifle range at camp Tulequoia in the Sierras. There, Monte

discovered he was a pretty good shot with a bolt-action .22, and

afterwards he begged in vain for a rifle of his own. In the third grade,

Dad cajoled him into clarinet lessons with the school band, and about

the same time, we joined the Cub Scouts, where we learned how to "walk

like an Indian," noiselessly rolling heel to toe. But Monte soon grew

bored of the marshmallow men, balsa wood rockets, and whittling

projects, and so he quit the Scouts, never having exceeded the rank of

Wolf. He never forgot his troop yell, though, and years later, in the

wee hours of guard duty in Beirut, he recited it for his fellow

militiamen: "Two, four, six, nine/We are pack three-one-nine/Den

Two - Better'n you!"

 

In the spring of 1966, Monte started Little League. His team, the Bears,

wore red caps and white tee shirts with red lettering. The hem of his

shirt, which he never tucked in, almost reached his knees. Although he

was the second-shortest kid on the team, Monte commanded the pitcher's

mound with focus and maturity. The faster I threw, the wilder I got. Not

so with Monte: As a rule, he threw hard, fast, and "right down the

pipe." Some players at that age copied the mannerisms of their favorite

figures - Marichal's high kick; Mays' hat throwing; Clemente's tortured

English. Monte's performance, though, was all his own: an austere

sequence of businesslike motions, nothing feigned or balked. He had no

slider, no change-up, no knuckle ball--just a curve for special

occasions and a fast ball, and that was it. But the fast ball was

searing. After a particularly sharp smack, the catcher would bolt to his

feet, throw his glove in the dust, and shake his swollen hand. Although

Monte was too young for the majors, my major-league coach, Mr. Simmons,

would sneak him onto the field every now and then, to pitch an inning or

two. After a game, we would tuck our mitts under our arms and trudge

home across the playing field, sno cones in hand, crunching gopher

mounds with our cleats.

 

Once, as Monte and I were playing catch in a field, an Anglo kid pedaled

up on a fancy stingray bicycle and announced that Mexicans were not

allowed on the field. That boy was looking for a fight: Everyone knew

full well that the polite word for Mexicans was "Spanish." Although he

had clearly thrown down the gauntlet, I felt at cross-purposes: On the

one hand, I was not about to try my luck with this guy: He had several

years on us (Monte and I were then ten and eleven, respectively), and a

big physical advantage. But I did not care to leave the field with my

tail between my legs, either. Fortunately, Monte didn't wait for his big

brother to sort it out. He casually informed the bully that we were not

Mexicans but - Hawaiians! I'm not sure how seriously he took his own

claim: Maybe he was thinking of the stories Mom had told us about

teaching third grade at a sugar cane plantation in Paauilo, on the Big

Island, before she was married. Or maybe Monte was just bluffing himself

and his brother out of a pinch. At any rate, the bully, suddenly

confronted by a couple of swaggering malahini's, retreated in confusion.

 

As far as our own ethnic background was concerned, we had this vague

sort of understanding that we were Armenians. But what that meant wasn't

clear: Outside of the kitchen, our parents weren't especially informed

about the subject, and there were no grandparents around the house to

fill us in. Our only living grandparent was Mom's mother, Grandma

Jemima, and since 1964 she had been living at an Old Folks' Home east of

Fresno in a eucalyptus grove behind a rickety cedar barn that looked

like a shipwreck. Almost every weekend for three years, until Grandma's

death, Mom would usher us into her room and we would kiss a cheek that

grew paler and gaunter with each passing week. Then we would run outside

to catch bluebelly lizards.

 

The Home was full of brittle Old Country types - gnarled Armenians with a

language and tears we didn't understand. They played pinochle, and one

of the best players was a man with pointy ears who had a head like a

medicine ball, and a permanent scowl. Moneybags, they called him, and he

was rumored to have buried riches someplace, maybe in the Old Country.

Several of the chrones rocking on the porch had weird blue tattoos on

their chins and the tops of their hands. Another old lady in black, Mrs.

Cloud, also had a tattoo, but it was on her forearm. She claimed that it

was her own handiwork, that she had punched it into her own skin using a

nail and an ink of ashes mixed with spit. The tattoo read: 1915.

 

Eench unem? She asked in her mother tongue, "What else could I do?"

 

Mrs. Cloud did not otherwise seem insane. So it was hard for Monte or me

to decide what to think of such stories.

 

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  • 3 years later...
I just finished reading Markar Melkonian's "My Brother's Road: An American's Fateful Journey to Armenia" and am overwhelmed with mixed emotions. I feel proud, yet frustrated. I keep on thinking "if only we had more men like him." But again, it only takes one or two selfish traitors to destroy the good deeds of thousands'.
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