For feeling this way I'm explaining to myself this way...
I'm very unusual guy, I don't mean as a good or as a bad person no.. I'm kind of weird, I have some good friends, and I love them- they love me, but they tell me that I have some weird things. For example, I act very different, mostly when we talk about girls, they see girls like all they same, I mean they don't care and they don't respect them, they act like girls are noone, and I don't understand it. I respect women, and cat talk trash when they are infront of me. I have some more unusual things, I like math, I really like it. I'm not a nerd, and I love to have fun, but I like math too, what seems very weird tomy friends (some of them are armenians).
So I think I take everything to deep or do you guys feel the same way sometimes?
Thank you for the fast respond.. sorry for my English..