thank you all for responding......i am one of those who is trying to get more educated before converting but i feel as if it is right for me. no one has brianwashed me and this has nothing to do with Turks. see if u really want to know i believe it wasnt because we werent muslim that the turks did that to us, it was for out land and just becuase they are coldhearted. we should use religion agaist someone, to me religion is something that u find and feel not something u are taught. i dont understand why i have to be Christian just becuase my family is. im my own person i was created by GOD to think on my own and let him do for me. everything is in Gods will and if its in his will for me to convert then let it be. GOD IS ALLAH ...i have read some old forums that say YOUR GOD or YOUR ALLAH ...there is one God and he is the same in both religions. sometimes i feel as if i am turning my back on Armenians when i think of converting but i then know that Armenians are sometimes closed minded people who want to only see things in one way. i feel this is right and i believe its in Gods will for me to do this......only God can judge me