Are you a spectator/nominal Christian or one who has become a citizen of Kingdom of God and a subject of king Jesus Christ?
In order to become a citizen the requirement is to "born of the Spirit" of God, the Spirit of Jesus Christ (John 3:8), this is a MUST: "You must be born again" (John 3:7). The Holy Spirit is your passport to Heaven.
My father and grandfather were nominal Christians. My father went to Armenian apostolic church only on holidays of Christmas and Easter, but he had a big Armenian Bible at home and he read from it almost everyday after coming back from work. As to my maternal grandfather I have never saw him going to church or reading the Bible, but one day when he was sick and old, and I was just a child, I saw him reading aloud the tiny pamphlet or prayer mini-booklet the "Havatov Khosdovaneem (I Confess with Faith)" of Nerses Shnorhali. He must have been doing that secretly in his life and that was the only time I caught him reading and reciting it; soon after his death that tiny booklet was all I had as inheritance from him, actually he did not give it to me but I was beside his deathbed and after he passed away I pocketed that booklet.
My mother, bless her soul, went to church often, even when there was no church service. Whenever as a child I gave her headaches she put a scarf over her head and run into the empty church praying on her knees in a corner. Often I followed her and saw her in that situation as she praying to Jesus and begging Him to make me wise and not give her heartaches, she even gave and dedicate me to Jesus as His child and not her own.
Neither my father, nor grandfather, ever felt the closeness and reality of God in their life and the world is full of such Christians by name or title only. The real Christian is one who is Born-Again. The closeness and reality of God enters into your life only after you are Born-Again.
Unless one is Born-Again and knows Jesus Christ, it does not matter in what denomination he is born physically first into, he will not enter the Kingdom of God and become one of its citizens. Born-Again is a new birth, it's brand new experience. If someone does not this experience HE DOES NOT HAVE LIFE, he is in the category of being "spiritually dead" and not alive in the Spirit of God having personal relationship with Jesus with the manifestation of the Presence of God in his life.
You have to experience Jesus Christ, He comes unto your heart and takes over your life if you invite Him; He becomes your lord, you can not be complete unless you make Jesus your boss.
Here is a video about the coming of the Holy Spirit unto your life to make you Born-Again in Christ Jesus: